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Lead from the pencil, poison from the pen

01/01/2012 12:05

Lead from the pencil, poison from the pen


 Many pictures are sketched, and some are never more than sketched. Pencil is not indelible, and can be erased. A writer`s published work is indelible. The Word of God is the Holy Spirit, which is `God`s love` (Luke: 10.27). The Redemption is the work of the Paraclete given to mankind after the Ascension of Jesus to God. (Matt: 27. 54) Effectively, she was cut from Jesus` side by the spear of Longinus at the Crucifixion, in an allusion to Eve who was given by God to Adam from Adam`s side (Gen: 2.21). Her work is indelible because it`s her work of civilizing. What isn`t Godly we might think of as `pencilled in`, and there are two idiomatic phrases that are relevant. `Eat lead` is a cliché and `that`ll put lead in your pencil` means to make your penis hard. Clearly the two statements are meant to reinforce one another. This is the message we are meant to receive from movies such as Payback (1999). I`ve never experienced it, and I`ve seen Payback a few times. It`s only conceivable if you`re shooting women, which is what the phrase `that`ll put lead in your pencil` means. The penis is man`s and we are told that Woman doesn`t have a penis, but she does – as a futanar. Because Woman with a penis exists, to have `lead in your pencil` means to have `lead` in your penis. This is why Jesus says `love thy neighbour as thyself`, because Adam and Eve were One Creature in God in Paradise - and still are. Jesus says `God is love`, and that`s because Woman Produces. If everything that is produced is Woman – and it is - then it is Adam`s penis, and men want to put lead in it, that is, shoot it`s `seed`, which is what God tells the `serpent` in Eden:


`There shall be enmity between yours and the woman`s seed.` (Gen: 3.15)


 Men are the serpent`s - represented by the red dragon of Revelation waiting to devour the child of the Woman `clothed with the sun and with the moon at her feet`. (Rev: 12. 1-18) They are the evil which wants to Devour the Producer`s, that is Woman`s, Product – Civilization. The phrase `to put lead in your pencil` means to prepare Adam and Eve to shoot their own penis, that is, themselves – as God`s love through the generations of mankind. Redemption is acceptance of the Holy Spirit, the teachings of Jesus, and God`s love. Then what has been `pencilled in` will be erased. As it says, in Revelation: `hail and fire were mixed with blood, and were thrown on the earth` (Rev: 8.7). But God creates a new heaven and a new Earth afterwards, which means the `hail of lead` will be erased and Woman`s Civilized Product will be Saved. It`s voice is that of the Holy Spirit speaking the Word of God, which is the Developer in terms of Woman`s - the Producer`s - Product, and God`s Word as Progress, which is in accordance with the American Dream of progress and development in innocence without threat.

 The Word of God is heard, spoken, and written by the power of the Holy Spirit. The world we see is `pictured` for us by God`s Producer – Woman. It is her Production. But, before a movie is made, a character sketch has to be drawn, and that`s what is meant by being `faster on the draw` with a gun. You can`t paint a picture with a gun, but you can draw with a pencil and, if we understand the gun as `lead` rather than `pencil`, then those who are `fast on the draw` prevent innocent life from developing and progressing without threat, which is the American Dream and Manifest Destiny. Harrison Ford (1942-) in Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom (1984) shoots a sword wielder rather than face him. The sword is the pen, which is a better weapon than the pencil, because it requires some knowledge, ability and the decision to wear the mantle of a warrior. Guns do not require any of that. Anyone can squeeze a trigger.



 Swords are a form of Civilization, which is why Revelation represents Jesus, in the future, as a Sword coming to defeat Satan and give evil people perdition. Those who use a pencil are attempting to draw, whereas those who use a gun are not. The Evil One is saying that the pencil is mightier than the Sword, which is a joke to the Evil One. Many leaders have been criticized for bringing Civilization at the point of a sword. For example, Christianity`s Szent Istvan (967/969/975-1038) in Hungary and the Prophet Mohammad in Islam. The Sword is the beginning of Civilization because it requires skilled use – as does the pen. The gun does not need a skilled user – it represents men`s desire to kill – or Devour faster - without the ability to write, read, listen or speak. That is why `out of his mouth comes a sword` in Revelation. Because the Word is important. It`s the pen of the woman, and men want her to be `pencilled out`.

  American films like Harrison Ford`s Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom feature one-dimensional characters who can`t draw a sword, but can use a gun. Civilization began with the Sword, developed and progressed in innocence under threat, and unless men accept Redemption it shall end with the gun – or it`s equivalent. Brittany Murphy`s (1977-2009) death saddened, but her single Faster Kill Pussycat (2006) indicates the direction. Al Qaeda`s 9/11 said Arabians weren`t happy with US TV and it`s `fast draw`, so swords were drawn on the Twin Towers. In Revelation the red dragon is waiting to devour the child being born to the `woman clothed with the sun and with the moon at her feet`. Woman as the Creator`s Producer is devoured by men. She is the history of civilization, and that`s what history documents – men`s devouring of her Product. Saturn is the red dragon in Roman mythology, because he devours his own children - prefiguring Satan – and, in fact, those who suffer from lead poisoning are described as `gloomy`, which is how a sadist`s victim lives. Revelation is warning of sadism: 


 `Men gnawed their tongues in agony and cursed the God of heaven because of their pains and their sores, but they refused to repent of what they had done.` (Rev: 16.10)


  `You can lead a horse to water but you can`t make it drink` is a proverb.1 Saddam Hussein (1934-2006), in his gassing of Kurds,2 committed the greatest crime in Islam, which is poisoning one`s own well. In encouraging Bush I and II to attack him, he was `lead poisoning`, that is, leading Texan George Bush Jr`s (1944-) warhorse to the `poisoned well` in order to bring sadness to the American Dream of life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness` while proclaiming sadism. `I be Saddam` means `I beast am` or `I am the sad beast.` George Bush Sr (1924-) was not so naive and wouldn`t have responded to Saddam. He would`ve responded to Al Qaeda. There is a second `beast` in Revelation, which has `two horns like a lamb but speaks like a dragon`, and suggests the Twin Towers of New York, that is, innocent development and progress - unless threatened.

The `lamb of God` in Revelation is awaiting the `marriage of the lamb`, and is not a devourer of Woman and her Product, but the one that `speaks like a dragon` is; because it`s a war machine and represents the danger of overweighting. Declaring a `War on Terror` (2003-) presupposes a secret: that terror is being secretly prepared. Therefore everyone is under scrutiny as a potential threat. This is `the number of the beast`, which means that everyone is `numbered` and under surveillance. `I`ve got your number` is a phrase used in England as a threat. It is the end of life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness`, because you can`t have `liberty`, and this is what the attack on the Twin Towers by the `first beast` in 2000 is designed to achieve, the awakening of the USA and installation of sadism by excusing it as `torture` and a `necessary evil`. The `War on Terror` is, therefore, a continuation of terrorism by means of a surveillance system that, ostensibly, means safety, but actually terrifies the victims because that is what the sadist intends.

 In Mars Attacks (1996) `aliens` appear on Earth and are greeted – as the North and South American Indians greeted the Europeans – but the aliens maniacally laugh and begin shooting everything crazily. It`s a transposition. In fact, men are the aliens. In Arabia Christina Applegate`s (1971) scenes were removed from the movie. I thought it prudery, but in hindsight God was saving because the recognition is that she isn`t an alien, but men are. 911 is the phone number for the police in the USA and 999 is the phone number for the police in the UK and British Commonwealth and elsewhere. Consequently, 9/11 means the police response to the bullies, but 666 means a reversal in which the police become the bullies and, under the pretense of securing us against terrorism, frighten everyone into giving up freedom – and happiness.



 Saddam Hussein was the bully that endeavoured to bring about global sadism. The `false prophet` of Revelation is the believeable `policeman`. `If you want to know the time ask a policeman` and, if he will not tell you the correct time, he`s a `false prophet`. American science fiction writer Robert A. Heinlein (1907-1988) wrote a novel called The Number of the Beast (1980), which posited a car that could travel backwards and forwards through time and space. Sometimes people have de ja vu experiences, which means that the `policeman` has been there and you have remembered. You are not being told the correct time. You can always remember the past but, if you can remember the future, you understand that the `policeman` isn`t giving you the right time, which means he`s a sadist who`s preparing us to for torture rather than life, freedom, and happiness.

 The threat is the Devourer, which is the first `beast` of Revelation, Saddam (`I be Saddam` - `I beast am`) and 9/11 - and New York is the `Big Apple`. The serpent in Eden has eaten throughout the course of history and has become a red dragon that wants to devour the American Dream of `life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness`. The dream is of an innocent life, without the threat of devourment, and eternal development and progress - Star Trek:


 `These are the voyages of the starship Enterprise. It`s ongoing mission; to seek out new life and new civilizations: to boldly go where noone has gone before.` (1965)


 The `prime directive` is `non-interference`, which is the American Dream of development and progress without threat to `original innocence`. That is why Al Qaeda attacked the towers of the World Trade Centre, because the Enterprise is the USA`s flagship. Defeat of the Soviet Union and it`s threat was not, as was planned, in economic terms; but in terms of Civilization. Woman`s Product was more attractive to Communism, that is, MacDonald`s, Coca-Cola and Star Trek (1965-) - because it was more attractive to devour. MacDonald`s was, in fact, a Trojan horse. In Homer`s Iliad (c.850 BC) the horse is used to capture Troy by leaving it by the city gates and hiding warriors inside it. The inhabitants saw it as a tribute to Troy and took it within the walls where the Greek warriors emerged to take the city.

 Nowadays a Trojan virus is designed to take a computer. MacDonald`s was the Trojan horse used to take Eastern Europe, and everywhere else. Everybody devours at MacDonald`s. Devouring is the `programme`, as it were. The Trojan war began (1180s-1190s) when Paris stole Helen, the wife of Menelaus, and took her from Greece to Troy. As `the most beautiful woman on Earth`, she represented men`s desire to devour Woman and her Product – Greece and Troy. Effectively, Helen was `hamburger` - as the expression has it. MacDonald`s is the virus that is men who want to devour Woman`s product, which is Civilization. Its exporting of itself to the rest of the world indicates the desire of men to Devour the American Dream, which is more glamorous and therefore more attractive to the Devourer.

 Hamburgers aren`t actually made from pigs, but men want to Devour the Woman as a pig, which is why pig meat is haraam or `forbidden` in Arabia and Judaism. In the Christian tradition, the `lamb of God` is Holy, which means that it is the most attractive for men as the Devourer. That is why Jesus is hung upon the cross as a `lamb` and butchered, but Ascension follows. He is not eaten by the cannibals, although the transubstantiation of the bread and the wine into the body and the blood in the Catholic Mass suggests that they want to – and God doesn`t.

 MacDonald`s is `M`for Mother, which is what Helen of Troy doesn`t represent. She`s the attractive lure. Troy is the Mother`s Product, and the warriors that take the city are the viruses produced by her younger avatars - the viruses produced by the `hacker`, the evil worm that has been trying to Devour her since Eden while persuading her she wants to be Devoured. When the red dragon of Revelation appears to Devour the child of the `woman clothed with the sun and with the moon at her feet` it`s a temptation to her: `Stop producing and let me Devour it.` is what he might be saying. That`s why the child `rules the nations with an iron scepter`, because God`s law is `God`s love` and it must be enforced or the Woman will succumb to the auto-suggestion that she allow her Product to be Devoured. Jesus on the cross represents the same bipolarisation; he teaches Redemption but is presented by the evil as a suicidal homoerotic figure with masochistic tendencies that appeal to sadists. The `woman` of Revelation gives birth to God`s love, which is the Word of God after mankind has been taught by the Holy Spirit as the Paraclete. It is the love of Civilization and not the destruction of it. This is Redemption. To resist the Devourer and protect the Product, because it is God`s Creation.

  The Greeks had a word for what happens: enantiodromia. It is when a good thing becomes a bad thing by overemphasis. The fish is a symbol of Jesus in Christianity, and a symbol of wisdom in Islam. The New Age begins as the Age of Pisces ends, which is the era of the two fishes. It is the New Age of Aquarius and Woman. Islam accepts the Will of Allah and Christianity accepts the Holy Spirit and the teachings of Jesus, who is depicted as feeding thousands of people with two fish in the New Testament. In `The Cave`, Sura 18 of the Qu`uran (610-32 CE), Khidr is the `fish`:


`The two set forth, but as soon as they embarked, Moses' companion bored a hole in the bottom of the ship. `A strange thing you have done! exclaimed Moses, `Is it to drown her passengers that you have bored a hole in her?` `Did I not tell you`, he replied, `that your would not bear with me?` `Pardon my forgetfulness`, said Moses, "Do not be angry with me on this Account`. They journeyed on until they fell in with a certain youth. Moses' companion slew him, and Moses said: `You have killed an innocent man who has done no harm. Surely you have committed a wicked crime`. `Did I not tell you`, he replied, `that you would not bear with me?` Moses said: "If ever I question you again, abandon me; for then I should deserve It`. They travelled on until they came to a certain city. They asked the people for some food, but the people declined to receive them as their guests. There they found a well on the point of falling down. The other raised it up, and Moses said; `Had you wished, you could have demanded payment for your labours`. `Now the time has arrived when we must part`, said the other, "But first I will explain to you those acts of mine which you could not bear with in patience. ‘Know that the ship belong to some poor fishermen. I damaged it because in their rear was a king who was taking every ship by force. `As for the youth, his parents both are true believers, and we feared lest he should plague them with his wickedness and unbelief. It was our wish that their Lord should grant them another in his place, a son more righteous and more filial. `As for the wall, it belonged to two orphan boys in the city whose father was an honest man. Beneath it their treasure is buried. Your Lord decreed in His mercy that they should dig out their treasure when they grew to manhood. What I did not done by caprice. That is the meaning of the things you could not bear with in patience ...`


  Khidr and Jesus represent God`s wisdom. This is what Moses doesn`t understand because he has the ego of men who need cause and effect. Jesus feeds thousands of people against the laws of probability with two fishes (Matt: 14.13-21), which is `witchcraft` and that`s why he`s crucified: he has Woman`s wisdom. Islam and Christianity were `twin fish` swimming in the same waters of Faith, and could only perceive their own particular vision.  After 9/11 the fate of humankind was determined. Men had begun their Devouring of Civilization in an effort to prevent the Age of Woman from being. Saddam began the implementation of sadism and the `world`s policeman` began labelling everyone with the number 666, or `terrorist suspect` to be tortured until proven innocent, which is what the old `ducking stool` was for witches; innocent if she drowns and guilty if she floats: so ended the Age of Pisces which began with Jesus` accepting of baptism from the waters of her spirit, and ended with it being suggested that her innocence was `fishy`. She taught Jesus and is as wise as Khidr. The `twin fish` of Islam and Christianity are nourishing, and necessary if innocence is to develop and progress without threat, which is the American Dream and Manifest Destiny.

 There are many Moslems in the United States of America and Islam is, therefore, a part of it. Former world heavyweight boxing champion Mohammad Ali (1942-) changed his name from Cassius Clay and, although Cassius Longinus` spear is the Spear of Destiny, `Cassius` means `unlucky` because Jesus` side was pierced by it, which is why Clay – and many believe man was made from clay (Gen: 2.4-25) - changed his name to Mohammad, the name of the Prophet of Islam, and Ali (599-661), son of the Prophet and leader of the Shi`ia Moslems, who adhere to the Prophet Mohammad`s (ca.570/71-632) hadith or teachings (Suni Moslems adhere to the teachings of Mohammad`s `companions`). Mohammad Ali`s name symbolically accepts all Moslem hadith or teachings, including Jesus` and, in Islam, Jesus` Ascension doesn`t require crucifixion. His is a bodily Ascension on the strength of his wisdom. Significantly, in the Christian myth, the Paraclete emerges from the side of Jesus to teach mankind. What she taught is that Islam and Christianity are a single path that can be descried but men of the West and of the East prefer the tears of the saddest rather than God`s love for the Woman and her Product – Civilization. Men`s fate is perdition, and man`s fate is Redemption if he doesn`t have feet of clay and accepts the Holy Spirit.


 1 Old English Homilies, 1775 .

 2 Cole, Juan `Did Saddam Gas the Kurds?` History News Network, 2nd April 2003, .